London, September 27, 2004
Nabanita Sirca
Hindustan Times
The former captain of the English cricket team is proud of his Indian
roots. In his forthcoming autobiography Playing With Fire he introduces
himself as: "A guy born in India called Nasser Hussain, with all
the racial connotations and accusations of divided loyalty that it has
brought... It would have been unheard of not many years ago but I did
it. I achieved it and I am proud of that. It was down to Dad."
He remains proud of his Indian roots but maintains he is a 100 per cent
English.
Hussain, who brought English cricket back from the brink, writes: "Cricket
was never just a game to me, it was far more important than that."
And he owes it all to his father. "I always had the fear of not
living up to my dad's expectations".
He admits: "My life was mapped out for me from a young age by
my dad. My Indian father and English mother took the gamble of leaving
their prosperous life in India, where I was born in Madras, to start
afresh in England in 1975 when I was seven."
He reveals in his quite candid autobiography, to be published on October
14, that when his mother learnt he was writing the book she sent him
a letter explaining a lot of things he was unaware of. It was through
the letter that he discovered he was born premature and that his parents
almost lost him. "Mum and Dad already had two boys Mel and Abbas,
but they had been through the traumatic experience of losing a daughter
through cot death at six months. Mum plunged into depression and the
only way she could cope with that was to try to fall pregnant again
as quickly as she could."
"So she did, but there were problems. The doctors in India told
her on several occasions that I had died within her. She was even told,
brutally, that I would have to be flushed down the toilet." But
his mum fought "to give me a chance to live and she believes that
I am the way I am, a fighter, because of this."
He writes it was his father (Jawad by name but known as Joe) who decided
to move to England with his family. "It sums up everything he always
stood for." He gave up his home and job in India to give his children
an English education. "I have always considered myself to be 100
per cent English. Everything I do, everything I am, my accent, my upbringing,
is totally English. I love the country and have always considered it
home. But I've always been proud of my Indian roots."
He writes that having considered himself English he has never thought
of himself as a role model for British Asians. "I have always felt
second and third generation Asians were still clinging to their sub-continental
roots, whereas I feel they should embrace their Britishness and start
swapping their Tendulkar shirts for Flintoff or Harmison ones."
"It's a delicate subject, but I do feel that there's a huge amount
to gain by the Asian community nailing their colours to England's mast,
both as players and supporters. No part of the English public follows
cricket with more passion than the Asian community and the potentially
deep well of talent they provide is not something future England teams
can afford to ignore."