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It happens only when the time is right
No matter how hard you try to do something or make something happen, something or the other will come in the way and it WILL NOT happen. You can get upset, spin your wheels or stomp your feet, it will happen only when the time is right.
You can try to stop, and do everything possible to keep something from happening: IT WILL happen. If it is supposed to happen and the time is right, there is nothing anyone can do to stop it from happening.
I lived in a relationship for many long years, trying to make it work or get out when the time was right. I did not leave a single leaf unturned to make the situation better, but things only got worse and I could not leave. Time was not right.
When the time was right, nothing could stop it. I got out. I thought about trying to make it work again and even tried a few times but now the time was right to move. My kids were at a stage when they were ok, and were not going to be directly affected badly by my decision. It was the right time for them too. They were growing up and needed to be where they could think for themselves and learn to make their own decisions. I was feeling right and strong to stick to my decision. It was not the right time 15 years ago, so it was not possible then. Since I waited for the right time, there was nothing anyone could do to stop it.
At the right time, everything seems correct too. I was able close that chapter of my life smoothly and cleanly. I was able to move away without having to worry about any unfinished business. I am feeling good about myself and my children. Everyone is peaceful and happy.
I am peaceful, so I am attracting similar new people in my life. The universe somehow knows that I am not fighting and that I am surrendering to the universe (God). The universe knows what I am and what I need. I trust the universe to bring to me what I deserve.
Since the move, I have witnessed that without me asking or trying; things have happened in my life in exactly the way I needed them to be. I pray but I believe praying is not for begging. If I beg for something to happen, it might be something that is totally wrong for me and I might not know it. I do not know what the chain of effects can be. So I am choosing for life to tell me what is right for me. So far it has not let me down.
Don’t get me wrong. I am doing my part. I am not lazy or expecting things to happen for me. I am just becoming more aware and open to what might come my way. I am always looking for opportunities and right things to do and good people to meet. I am learning to make the right choices and take care of myself.
A lot happened; I believe it happened to teach me how to be strong. I had to endure it till I learned all the lessons I had to learn. Once I was done and time was right; no one could keep me down anymore! Good things are happening now and I am enjoying the ride. I am feeling blessed!
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